Something will or won't happen.

It has been 11 days since I have last made my confessional, Nope, this is not the right place for that. But it has been 11 days. 11 days mulling things over, searching through my own beliefs. During that period I have worked, slept and been to college. For every positive there seems to be a negative. So kind of reinforcing my thoughts of for every reaction there is an equal and opposite reaction 9 I know not my own original thought, famous bloke under the tree and all that.).

So, today I bought a lottery ticket, I am not a greedy person, at around 20 grand a year with all bills paid and a life expectancy of another 50 years it would mean 1 million plus another for inflation (being generous with that inflation) me and the good lady would be set up.

Will it happen? Well odds are, or were with 49 balls 14 million to 1 that has risen with 58 balls. But under my philosophy it either will or won't happen. Which is true you can't deny it. Tomorrow morning I will either have a winning lottery ticket or I won't.

I know people say in life "That you can not make things so simplistic"

But why make things complicated? Why dwell on the impossible? Why remind yourself and then compound with probability how something has very little chance of happening?

Now I can't change my life in anticipation of a lottery win, or hold off other things thinking it maybe me who wins. But I do believe that you draw some things towards you by positivity, the same way you can draw negativity towards you, when you are under the belief of "I can't do this" "Things will get worse" Have that mindset and to be honest you are tipping the scales towards the bad, as things either will or won't happen and if you can't see the good things happening then only the bad things will.

Anyways, I have a lottery ticket and who knows tomorrow I may or may not be a winner.